I want to join the Air Force. Seriously considering it.

Turkey day was a BLAST!!! I cooked dinner. All of it. Including the 14 pound turkey, the savory dressing, delicious gravy, homemade cranberry sauce, sweet potato casserole, english peas, and asparagus. And we cant forget the pumpkin pie and the mincemeat pie. HEHE I was so proud. Anyway I went on the best first date I've ever been on the other night. Thats right. The best. Possibly the best date I've been on. He took me to this really nice resuraunt and it didn't taste very good, so the whole meal we just cracked up about how I could get 10 meals that are 100 times better at freaking ARBYS lol There was also this HUGE BEET leaf that looked like someone dropped a green doorag in my food lol anyway the we went bowling, rented a movie and stayed up till about 8 just talking and being beyond silly. He played some songs he had written on the guitar and they were so good! anyway now hes in mobile but he'll be back TOMORROW! Yay!

So about the ER. I fell..... really hard. lol I had a knot on my head the size of my fist. You could visibly see a LUMP on my head. I went to the ER and had xrays and whatnot and turned out that I was leaking fluid from my brain... WHOA that explained why I couldnt feel my arms or chest. They gave me a morphine shot and did a bunch of other stuff to fix me up and then I went home.

Actually alot more is going on but I'm too lazy to type it. I'm going to go see pride and prejudice with my nana.

Well long time no update. :)
Life is stupendous.
My phone is being totally retarded and so is my internet.
FYI if you call me then leave your name and number otherwise I wont know you called and cant call you back.
In 2 weeks I'm going to spend a week in charleston with Kyle. And then in febuary I'm going to stay with him for 3 weeks. Whoa dang. Yesterday was my birthday! :)and a random customer that I seated found out it was my birthday and she asked me my favorite color and then after they left went and bought me a gift, wrapped it, got a card and sang happy birthday to me at work. CRAZY! They gift was a pecock jewelry box with all these colors and rinestones. I LOVE IT. anyway I gg bye!

You are a Social Moderate (41% permissive) and an... Economic Moderate (43% permissive) You are best described as a: Centrist Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

Well Work is awesome. I saw tajmah the other day hahaha. Anyway the date the othernight was AWESOME. He was such a gentlemen. His view are similar to mine and hes so fun to be around... this might last a while. It's been a long long time since I've had this much fun with some one on the first few dates. I'm SO excited. Anyway BRIOS PARTY TONIGHT! heck yea! we rented out a place in Southe Side. haha FUN TIMES! but I have to go now to Symphony Choir.... LATA!

Well I took my car into T&C today. Fun times. It wasn't the same without Jessica and her brother there. :(

Anyway, tomorrow I have a date. Oh snap. I'm actually really excited. Oh, I also went apartment shopping. If all goes well hopefully Amber, Natalie and I will be living together soon. How crazy thats going to be... hahaha I also talked to my exBFs mom today. I miss her like whoa. Sad. I thought about how I figured my life would end up when I was younger. Never did I imagine it would go the way it's been going. I swear I take the most f'ed up turns, but somehow I always arrive where I need to be. Even if I do tend to take the senic route...

Well guess who has a new job as a hostess at Brios? Megan... lol This is just until I turn 19 on November 1st, then I'll go to work full time at Verizon Wireless. and THATS just until I start school back in the fall. I'm probably going to go to either Samford or Alabama. Salem was hell. I'll leave it at that. Natalie and I are looking at getting a townhouse/apartment together. That would kick so much A!!! lol I have to go shopping tomorrow (yuck) for black clothes. Because thats what hostesses wear at Brio's. I'm getting paid really well too so that isn't bad. Oh yeah... and I get 50% off the food there!!! HECK YEAH! I met a guy this weekend and his name is Chad... he's so sweet. we will see how this plays out... we have a date this weekend. Oh snap. I've been back home since Friday... lol I went to see the movie "Just like heaven" it's SOOO GOOD! really really funny too. I love reese witherspoon (however you spell her name), she rocks my world. Shes so talented. Anyway, I must be going.

I'm moving back home to Alabama. Probably going to go to Samford in the Spring. See you when I get home!

 

 

 

( My new room! )

Well kids. Holy crap alot of rediculous stuff has happend this week. I'm going crazy. I'm flying home tomorrow in the early morning and I'm coming back on wednesday in the late afternoon. I need to be at home... Things are crazy here. I'm trippin out... lol GIRLS ARE DRIVING ME UP THE F*ING WALL! I SWEAR! I can't handle all the crap. I mean seriously... We've been here 2 weeks and ALL HELL has broken loose. SCREW YOU GIRLS!I miss Teddy!!! I'm going home bitches!!!

( Paper #2 )

 

Today was interesting. I'm starting to get annoyed thats for sure. Anyway... I got a hammock chair for my room! I ordered it today. I love it. Leigh and I re-arranged our room. It looks much better now. I'll post pictures later.
Thats all I'm gonna write for today... bye!

( My Weekend! )
I had a great time in VA! I had never been to VA beach and the waves were awesome! There was so much to do! I didn't even get time to go to B. Gardens! But I will sooner or later. I looked like crap the whole time... basically no makeup the whole time kids... not pretty. and I hate it when I get curly stringy hair. but i like to have the windows down. it was alot easier to ride with them down after I put the hat on. Before that it was a struggle. I made friends with the people on the ferry. JImmy and Doug. Doug let Kyle and me go down into the engine room. It was so hot down there. maybe just because I was down there... who knows.;) Anyway I also got to help put stoppers behind the cars. I finally got my check card in the mail... ABOUT TIME! I also got a letter from my daddy! oh! Heres my address!

Megan Lee Thomas
Salem College 354
601 S. Church Street
Winston-Salem, NC 27101

Anyway I have to get somethings in the mail to Kyle soon. I've been slacking what can I say... Anyway I have an 8am class in the morning...Arts Management. See ya!

Oh wow. I just rediscovered Jack Johnson. I've missed his music. He was discovered a few years back with a good old friend and then lost just like the friend. I've talked to alot of people lately that I haden't talked to in a while. Feels good. I miss some of the old feelings...Then again I'm getting some of them back. The close friendships, the caring for one another. Feels good. Ha. So yeah I get to see Kyle tomorrow. I don't know whats going on with us, not even sure I want to know. I do know I miss him and I enjoy his company and his philosophy on life. I wish I was as carefree as him. Sadly, I'm not. I have too much going on to be carefree like that. Lifes good. Schools good. Roomie is good. I'm so excited about life. I wish I could go back and change some things, but hey- nothing I can do about it now. Right now I'm listening to "raining on sunday". great song. Reminds me of Kyle. He loves this song. Makes me think of how many Sundays it does rain and how relaxed they are. Why can't there be more? I miss my church. I miss Dr. Mobes. He was my rock. He came to see me in the hospital and prayed for me. It made me want to cry, but I couldn't. It's amazing how emotional I used to be and how open and naive I was. I've changed so much. I guess you could say it was for the better, but I still can't cry infront of anyone. I cried with my nana... that was an emotional suicide. It's strange to think about how many people care about you and how MUCH they care, but never tell you. You never know. Why? Why can't people just tell eachother? I love you Nana, Dad, Granddad, Amber, Chris, Leigh, Stephi, Mom, Grandma, Ratliffs, and more... I love you all with all my heart. I may not have always been the best person and may not have given you the respect you needed but I'm sorry. Forgive me. Damn... thats depressing. I GET TO SEE KYLE TOMORROW! yay. I have a feeling he may not be as excited as I am... but hell big deal. I know I'm probably just going to get crushed but you know what? You only live once... So drive with the windows DOWN!

( My First English Paper for College. )
Tell me what you think.

college life is going really well... I'm super happy here!

Well the first pictures are my side of the dorm room! and Leighs side looks basically the same... we match. hehe bedspread and all. After that you have the unstoppable 7 girls of SALEM!!! We went to eat at chilis and had a HOT waiter! Then the last one is leigh and me posing infront of the ghetto car... Look at how they locked it...

What what? I'm a college student?

Here is my fall schedule...

M,W,F- 10:00 MUSI111, 1:00- MUSI050

T,R- 8:00 Art Management100, 9:00 MUSI111L, 11:00 College100, 1:00 MUSI010

Then I have an english class and 2 other singing classes (master class and private lessons) and I don't know when I take those yet this fall. ITS ALOT OF SINGING!!! lol the music majors here are very involved. Leigh and I make he best room mates ever! I love her to death! Kyle is coming to get me on friday! YAY! I miss him so much... And saturday we're going to bush gardens together! Can we say sweet? Amber, Leigh and I are all running for class office. We're doing a joint campaign. Amber-Pres Me- Vice Pres and Leigh-Secr. We're getting photo signs made and everything. It's gonna be awesome. Anyway I'll give photos of the dorm later!

 hahaha LOOK AT THAT!

Well it was a 9 and a half hour drive, but I'm here in NC now!!!

HERE WE GO!

"I know that you are descendants of Abraham, yet you look for an opportunity to kill me because there is no place in you for my word." John 8:37

I remember, Lord, when I first began to know you. Bundled in blankets in Nana's rocking chair, I was alternately entranced by the blue flames of the fire place and by your picture hanging on the wall. You were knocking at a door in that picture, and I knew it opened into my heart.
It seemed so simple then. All I had to do was clear out a small space - move some anger into this corner, shove some jealousy into that one, lock a couple of lies behind cabinet doors, hide a couple of temper tantrums under the rug - and then, into this place, at a mysterious time of Your choosing, You and the Holy Spirit would move in an take charge. Living there eternally and never-endingly, You would ensure that I always shared my toys with my neighbor, Cassie (even though she would not), that I would never again tattle when my cousin ate cookies in bed and filled it with crumbs, and I wouldn't even be tempted to stick my tongue out at my best friend when she made better grades. I would be transformed and on my way to becoming one of Your saints.
But so far, it seems that all that's been eternal and never-ending is the struggle to keep that space uncluttered for You to live in. I know Your word, but time and again, I deny it in thought and deed. And in doing so, I kill You. When I withhold a much-needed word of encouragement or forgiveness, I drive the nail into Your outstretched palm. When I fuel gossip instead of letting it die with me, I thrust the spear into Your defenseless side. When I throw stones at another's sins and refuse to consider my own judgmentalism, I pierce Your pure brow with thorns. When life kicks me and I remain angry and bitter, I offer You vinegar instead of life sustaining water.
Forgive me, Lord, for more than Pharisees, Sadducees, Romans and angry mobs, I know what I do.

umm... Holy crap.
I leave in 18 days. Can I get an AMEN!!! I'll be in TN the 5th-9th so if you wanna see me before I go... better make it SOON BITCHES!!! It's still so surreal to me... crap. I can't believe I'm going to be living on my own in NC with a room mate and a FREE LOFT APPARTMENT!! HELL YEA!!! My room mates dad is buying it for us... They aren't even finished building them yet! We get it around December. So after we get it ya'll can come visit. Yes? Deal. SWEET. I need to finish getting all my stuff together... Ike...

LATA!

Well I leave for college in 25 day.

Here is my message to you. If you have anything you wish to say to me (good or bad) I would like to hear/read it or what not.

ANYWAY I'M SO EXCITED! I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!
Oh and guess what... I'll be closer to Kyle! yay! We'll only be about 2 hours away. So much has happend lately but I really don't feel like updating that much haha later!